In about 5 days I will be moving to my dorm and I should be excited about college and blah blah but the only thing that I feel right now is worried. I am scared to leave my parents home, and only the people who really know what my family is like will understand why. Its easy to go when you know that your family will be fine, but I cant relax at all. Just thinking about all the things that can happen when I’m away just makes me not want to go. I’ve waited all my life to go to my dream school and I am now on the doorstep but i feel like something is holding me back. I just hope that by next tuesday the drama and eventful family occurrences will die down and I can leave with at least a little bit of excitement.
I haven’t blogged in a while and I being able to have to place to write now feels so much better. I guess I don’t really need to post every little thing happening in my life of every second of the day, just as long as I do what makes me feel good.
I have spent my entire summer with Darline and Boomer. What am I going to do without them this year? Boomer got jacked today, so hilarious. He also thinks birds are mammals. LOL. poor boomer. darline finally got her bed sheets and comforter…ones that she actually likes. took her long enough. I went with her, she should think about me when she’s sleeping in them. or wait, that sounds kinda weird. nvm dar.
well i am off to read some more about aids and learn about the gay population. I think i will become even more enlightened tonight. goodbye!
and i’m still awake! what am i gonna do when school starts?!?!
well today was busy, i thought i woiuld have time to read my books, but guess not. ended up doing errands and picking up people all day. and boomer took me to go buy jeans at old navy for 19$!
im on a mission to get a credit card to build my credit. i applied for two bank of america ones and an old navy one but i got DECLINED. i was so sad; i have never been rejected so many times before. but thennnn, i checked my credit and they said that i had taken out a morgage loan 2 years ago! tell me how does a 16 yr old buy a house?!? so i must head to the bank tomorrow to untangle this identity problem. with darwin.
i finished halfway a scrapbook for my brothers wedding, so excited to see it done. well i should be with my pillow now, so good night world!
so it’s almost 1 AM and im still awake watching movies online. i got hungry so i went to eat an egg with bread so i cooked one egg then i finished it and was still hungry so i had to cook another one -__-
tomorrow i am going to the beach. it was supposed to be more people but they all ended up bailing on me..so sad. its k, im still excited to go because i LOVEEE the beach. gotta wake up early manana and finish prepping the food.
i am going to stanford in three weeks, i need to read a dictionary or something. i think i should finish my three books and alcohol edu first.
i guess things can’t stay the same forever, the people you used to be close with you can barely keep a conversation, people’s personalities change, who they hang out with change. but nevertheless the last four years were the best of my life. but i’m still looking forward to the next chapter of my life.
good night :] beach tomorrow!!
I LOVE DARLINE FOREVER AND FOR ALWAYS<33 ^__^
So this is my third attempt at a blog and needless to say, I have failed two other times. But I think this one might actually be a keeper, because I know Darline will constantly remind me to keep updating, since she’s the one who “convinced” me to get tumblr. I will try my best, Darwin; I will make you proud!
Today I got up at 8 -____- After helping mother with the rice cakes I went to Costco to buy my contacts but they didn’t have any, so I ended up driving all the way over there just for a slice of pizza. Then I took Vivienne to Creek to pick up her schedule and was attacked by Jim, Tim, Jeffrey, Joann, and My-Linh. I forgot how loud leadership kids were, and how much I missed them L So after waiting for Vivienne, who took forever, I was supposed to go to DMV but instead went home and took a three hour nap. In other word, taking on some pounds. I awoke to Darwin’s text and then went to eat at Cluck U’s with Kimlyn, Albert, Francis, Diana, David, and Vivienne. Diana had to work her magic to get us a table cuz the place was packed. When we got our food, we still didn’t have a table yet. I had to keep slapping their hands to keep them from eating the food while we were still waiting for our table. It felt like being their mom all over again. After 50 wings, 2 fries, and 7 sodas later, we went to play pool at SJSU. I played three games against Kimlyn and Albert and beat them in all three! I was on a roll, and then I beat Diana and David in another game. I think part of it was because I kept telling David he had a nice bra every time he shot, and he missed them all :D Then I drove them to Tapioca and got drinks and there was this really weird girl in the front dancing to music coming from this car. I think she was drunk, because she was dancing like she was constipated or something and it was just her dancing in front of tapioca. If i were the owner I would have called the cops or something. The guy’s music was so loud, and I turned to Vivienne and said I could play loud music too! Then I turned on some Viet music and they started crackin up. It was hilarious.
When I got home, Darline told me that her fish was dying, the one she’s had since the beginning of freshman year. So sad. It’s okay darwin, you have me. Time to continue my online alcoholedu for stanford. goodnight world.
After my sister’s surgery, I have been her slave and taxi driver for the past four days. I normally never see her, cuz she’s at work and I’m at school but I’ve seen her a bit too much lately. It’s okay, it’s not that baddd. We went shopping for my mom’s dress for my brother’s wedding today and then food shopping. Then I went to Kimlyn’s dance party and it was really fun. Saw a lot of ‘09ers. Hekka miss them, and high school. My class is so awesome, everyone gets along with everyone, well, for the most part. I left the dance early to go eat with Raymund,Vivienne, Francis, and Boomer. I am totally addicted to the song Body Language by Jesse McCartney now. Was too busy singing along that I almost missed the exit coming home. Whoo I was productive today.
I gained too much over summer. Starting tomorrow, I am on a diet!
Hmm, I hate to say this, but I absolutely have no life without school-senior class, rotc, and the bajillion other things that I do. Not having a boyfriend around makes the situation even worse. I spent the whole day at home today until I found out Kimlyn was at My’s house without My being there so I went to rescue her from the lonely room into some yummy food. We hung out for a bit and then my sister and nephews wanted to go bowling so I had to drop Kimlyn off, since she refused to go with us. I played two games, and got strikes only twice, both of them at the beginning of each game. I think my 6 year old nephew kinda beat me.
So today Kimlyn made me realize that my brother’s wedding is in less than two weeks. EEk! So excited and anxious. I’m the maid of honor! And the dresses are blue—just my color!
I’ve been hanging out with Boomer and Darline a lotttttt lately; I gues they are becoming one of my best friends. I need to find something to do this summer. No school til September. I hate not being busy. I need to move around!
Time to wait by the phone for the boyfriend again. Goodnight!
Today was very random.
Started off helping mommy cook in the morning. Then to the doctor’s to get my eye checked. Then off to get a blood test. Now both of my arms are scarred!
I halfway finished with one of my books for Stanford. So happy because it was actually interesting.
So my brother’s wedding is in 18 days. Darline and Boomer were supposed to take me shopping for my bridesmaid dress. However, it turned into a very random shopping day. We only went inside three dress stores and for not even 5 minutes each. I ended up buying eyeshadow and lemonade instead. Thenn we went to Maggiano’s and waited for half an hour just to eat appetizers. Turned out we were full from the bed by the time our food came out. Boomer was craving Motzarella sticks but instead got two huge blocks of cheese and didnt even finish one. I was so full but got dragged over to Pinkberry to get yogurt. The most random part of the night: we went into Borders and got hooked onto bookmarks. We bought a bunch bookmarks. I’m so happy cuz I found a little book called “Flipping Brilliant” — a penguin inspiration book. :)
Yay, leaving to LA and Disneyland tomorrow night. Maybe I will finally have a fun family vacation!
So it’s official: I am horrible at blogging.
I forgot when I blogged last. Anyways I know it’s my first blog this summer. It started out CRAZY. Went to Vegas for Diana’s Pageant and got VIP treatment the whole time there. Limos, Expensive Food, and no adult supervision whatsoever. What a way to start off the summer. Diana is the queen, the true winner, and the best ever. Screw the other suck ups.
Today, I spent the whole day at home. Well, almost. I went to Boomer’s house to drop something off and then went to the park and movies with my family. That’s the longest I have been at home. Record for me!
Yesterday my sixth grade nephew had a “graduation” party. I was the supervisor. They ate pizza and spaghetti. And played truth or dare….adult style? Something I did NOT want to see. Kids these days. They’re getting so bad…kissing and what not in the pool and all sorts of crazy stuff.
So David Korm HAD to mention gossip girl yesterday and got me addicted. I went to buy the whole Season 1 at Target last night at 10:00 then watched like 8 episodes in one night. Way to keep me busy.
I am on the lookout for my books coming from Stanford. I should really get started on studying for four years of torture. My dream school is about to be my worst nightmare….
Good night for now, I WILL blog. sometime.
Today was my very last day as a high school senior.
I really dont know what to say, besides that I love my class soo much. High school was the best years of my life so far, and I hate leaving it. I’m really going to miss all of the amazing people who I was lucky enough to meet these last four years. We’ve gone through so much together and now it’s coming to an end.
I wish everyone the best of luck, and we are going to have a high school reunion. FO SHO.
